Ugh, I caught a bug last week and I've been sick all weekend. I am absolutely exhausted, sitting at work, doing my homework. My physical wellness has got to be a three or less right now. Everything in me just wants to lay down on this stretcher behind me and take a nap!
Psychologically I feel great! My finances are starting to look promising again, my career is unfolding before me, my personal life is better than it's ever been, my kids are wonderful. I have a couple of hiccups, but nothing that can't be dealt with. Other than being sick right now, my life is dang near perfect! I'd rate it at a nine!
Spiritually, I feel very close to God. I feel myself as part of a bigger picture. I feel like I can be anything that I want to be and that the universe is there to help me create whatever it is that I want. I feel connected. I wouldn't rate my spirituality right now at a nine, maybe a seven. I haven't been meditating or visualizing as much as I like over the past week. I feel much more connected and spiritual when I spend some time just being still and quiet.
I spent some time relaxing and listening to The Crime of the Century exercise. I think that was just what the doctor ordered. I feel more energized, my nose can be breathed through once again, I'm not coughing, my head feels more clear. I'm still tired, but the exercise did help. I feel like my spirituality has increased on the 1-10 scale by at least two points. I found my mind wandering aimlessly, as it often does when I meditate. It was good to just let it go for a bit before bringing it back to the exercise again. I do think I will use that soundtrack again this week. This is a busy week for me, I will need some relaxation time to stay centered.
Monday, January 3, 2011
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Christmas is over
Well, Christmas has finally come and gone, but the tree is still up. I've been thinking about when I might take it down. Perhaps this weekend. I can have the kids help me put the ornaments away.
Christmas was a blast! I worked out a deal with my ex so that I could have them part of the day on Christmas. I guess the only way to work out anything with that guy is through mediation. Ugh, he's so stressful! Oh well. I'm sure a lot of people out there have trouble dealing with their ex's. I wonder sometimes why I never listened to my inner voice 12 years ago when it told me NOT to get married? Why did I ignore that? I could have saved myself a lot of grief, and a lot of money. I am grateful for my children though. Without them my life would have much less meaning. I just wish they didn't have to be in the middle of everything. I hope that they can learn from my mistakes and that their lives will be more peaceful.
And now, New Year's is coming! And it sounds like it will be snowing. I'm not sure that I want to go out partying if it's going to snow. I guess we'll see what happens. I do need to make some dinner reservations pretty quickly. If I don't, I may end up eating at Taco Bell!
Christmas was a blast! I worked out a deal with my ex so that I could have them part of the day on Christmas. I guess the only way to work out anything with that guy is through mediation. Ugh, he's so stressful! Oh well. I'm sure a lot of people out there have trouble dealing with their ex's. I wonder sometimes why I never listened to my inner voice 12 years ago when it told me NOT to get married? Why did I ignore that? I could have saved myself a lot of grief, and a lot of money. I am grateful for my children though. Without them my life would have much less meaning. I just wish they didn't have to be in the middle of everything. I hope that they can learn from my mistakes and that their lives will be more peaceful.
And now, New Year's is coming! And it sounds like it will be snowing. I'm not sure that I want to go out partying if it's going to snow. I guess we'll see what happens. I do need to make some dinner reservations pretty quickly. If I don't, I may end up eating at Taco Bell!
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